Esther 4:10-16
10 Then Esther spoke to Hathach and gave him a message for Mordecai: 11 “All the king’s servants and the people of the king’s provinces know that, if any man or woman goes to the king inside the inner court without being called, there is but one law: to be put to death. Only if the king holds out the golden scepter to someone may that person live. I myself have not been called to come in to the king for thirty days.” 12 When they told Mordecai what Esther had said, 13 Mordecai told them to reply to Esther, “Do not think that in the king’s palace you will escape any more than all the other Jews. 14 For if you keep silent at this time, relief and deliverance will rise for the Jews from another place, but you and your father’s family will perish. Who knows? Perhaps you have come to royal dignity for just such a time as this.” 15 Then Esther said in reply to Mordecai, 16 “Go, gather all the Jews to be found in Susa, and hold a fast on my behalf, and neither eat nor drink for three days, night or day. I and my maids will also fast as you do. After that I will go to the king, though it is against the law, and if I perish, I perish.”
On March 23 the focus of worship was Esther's story of taking a risk to liberate the Israelites from certain annihilation at the hands of an advisor to the king. Our reflection asked the question, “What unique things does Broadway have to give to our communities' current needs?” The word cloud below show how we resonded.
I don’t know why but, the Scripture, Pastor Brian’s message, and our reflection had me thinking about the Dead Sea. I once heard someone preach that the Dead Sea is only dead because it has no outflow. Thanks to Aliyah, I have learned that the Dead Sea has high salt content because the Jordan River carries the minerals and salts from the rocks and soil as it flows into the Dead Sea. The sea has nowhere to flow to so as the water evaporates, the salt and minerals begin forming layers on the lakebed. Then the salt and minerals float to the top and are collected and sent around the world to be used for its healing properties in lotions and other soothing balms. Once used, they are gone. Yet they still bore fruit at the time.Â
In January, I took time to go through my closets and storage spaces and looked at everything. Deeper and deeper into dark closets I reached, finding some things I had forgotten were there. As I pulled things out of the dark, I had to take time to reflect on my attachment to things that are tucked away and pushed to the back. Though I remained nostalgic for some of those things, I admit I do feel lighter since I have taken them to the neighborhood thrift store and recycle bins for their next chapter.Â
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Because it is now Lent, I am am reflecting on the things in my soul that need attention and evaluation. Last week’s message was titled “Repacking Our Bags.”  I don’t know about you but, I usually need to unpack my emotional luggage to make room for the things that are needed for the next season. I wouldn’t want to show up on a warm sunny beach with my parka and boots because there was no room to pack shorts and sunscreen.Â
To save her people Esther had to risk her life and approach the king without being summoned, which in that season was not the way things were done. For us, the risk may not be that great, but it may definitely shake our comfort level. And, let’s face it, when change gets hard it’s so easy to fall back on old comfortable patterns that fill our luggage and hold us back from what is needed right here and right now.
This Lent, I have asked to have some space to participate in some of the spiritual growth opportunities at Broadway. With Aliyah’s guidance, I am learning to spend chunks of time in meditation and centering prayer - learning to listen and feel God’s spirit speak. But, I had to let go of what was a normal Wednesday for me. Thanks to some dedicated volunteers, I am freed of the distractions of answering doors and phones for a few hours. This allows me to spend the morning more focused and productive and gives me the ability to be at the church later to participate in evening groups. Â
I hope I am developing a new pattern of spiritual practice that will continue long past Easter morning. I am committed to working on it and welcome those around me to hold me accountable. There are still a couple of weeks of Lent remaining and it’s not too late to join us on Wednesdays at 5 PM in the Sanctuary.